The Wind Beneath Her Wings

  1. It doesn’t even matter anyway. I’m always the one who ends up pushed aside anyway.

    I’m the downer, the party crasher, the buzz-kill. I’m used to it.

    But not from my mother.

    At least you’re happy. I’m glad you are, you deserve to be happy.

    Though apparently, I don’t.

    My best friend leaves in July, and now, she’d rather be around her boyfriend, which is fine, but I won’t tell her that yesterday was the last time I’m hanging with both of them. I’m not going to put myself back into the same situation I was in Freshman year with Kris and Max. And I see that happening again.

    So I’ll remove myself from the situation.

    She’s on track now, and they’re both joining raiders after break. Which means I won’t see her until the sports seasons end.

    And then it’s going to be too late.

    I’m not becoming a third wheel again, it ruins friendships. I’d rather cherish the small moments I have her alone, than lose her to her boyfriend completely.

    And as for everyone else, well why would I want to ruin their good moods? Who would want to be around someone who can’t stay happy, because she’s got too much going on at home?

    It doesn’t matter though.I’m used to flying solo. I’m used to being the worst friend people could ask for. I’m used to being alone.

    No wonder I’m still single. No wonder I don’t have people who want to hang out anymore. I’m too dark of a person.

    But no one even understands. :/

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  3. thesescarythoughts: this.

    thesescarythoughts:

    this.

    (Source: liveyourfuckinlifenow, via heartsofangels)

  4. “There have been about 514 Leap Years since Caesar created it in 45BC. Without the extra day every 4 years, today would be July 28, 2013. Also, the Mayan calendar did not account for leap year…so technically the world should have ended 7 months ago.”

    dwasunichi:

    (Source: dirty-taemin, via whythehecknawt)

    • Alarm: Wake up!
    • Me: ...No.
    • Alarm: Get your ass up!
    • Me: Go away.
    • Alarm: I will keep ringing and vibrating until you get your damn ass up!
    • Me: *throws across room*
    • Alarm: That isn't going to work.
    • Me: Fine. I'm up.
    • Always a losing battle. >.<

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  7. RIP Tumblr Dashboard Icons 2007-2012

    iwontforgiveyounow:

    You were the only thing that never changed about Tumblr, and now you’re gone.

    (Source: ladyinterior, via canaanisawesome)

  8. Every little thing got to me today. Every. Little. Thing.

    And they won’t let me leave at noon anymore, so I’m stuck in Chorus for my last two periods everyday. Whoopy-Fuck.

    I’m seriously sinking deeper and deeper into this fucking depression. I’m about ready to call it fucking quits. :’(

  9. Full story of what happened with JB: Okay, so i was in line to meet Justin Bieber in new york, of course i got there late, so i was very last in line for the meet and greet. I was scared that i wasn’t going to be able to meet him, and i waited such a long time for this oppurtinity. People thought it was wierd, that me out of everybody was going to meet him. But hey, i thought the kid was talented, cute, and inspiring. So why not? Why pass the oppurtinity. When i finally reached the door, i was so thankful that Justin was still here. He smiled at me, and i walked towards him. “Hi i’m Justin!” Before i could say anything, he stopped, and shook my hand. Little did i know, he saw the scars on my arm. I had been batteling depression for awhile now, that went along with myself being bulimic. Justin paused, and then looked me in the eyes, and asked me one word. “Why” i explained to him the story, and in a split second after, i was in Justin Bieber’s arms, and he wasn’t letting go. He then murmered in my ear. “You are beautiful, you are so very beautiful. You shouldn’t ever feel the need to do any of this stuff, because you are perfect the way you are. Don’t let anybody tell you otherwise, or make you think differently.”. I started crying, and Justin noticed and kissed my cheek, and held out his pinky. I was confused, and he said “Pinky promise, you will never do that again, for me?” I did. That day will forever be in my heart. So next time you call Justin a jerk, think twice about it, because you don’t know him, you know what you see on TV.

    ibieber-shawty:

    shes-a-wrist-banger:

    stay-mad-hoe:

    OMG. lucky girl… Justin is a sweetheart

    If you don’t like him, read this, might change your views on him a bit.

    thats why i admire him so much.

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  10. z0mbiesatemylife:

    Officially mad. Looking for a small pet idea. Thought of a turtle, a hedgehog, and a bunny. Went to craigslist, and found a 3 yr old male black GSD, free to good home in Mayville. FUCKKKK MY LANDLORDS FOR THE NO DOG RULE!!!!!!!! FML!!!!!!!

    Get a bunny. (: They’re easy to take care of, but really sweet. 

    Or a guinea pig. ^^ Guinea pigs have a decent lifespan, and are super sweet. They even “chirp” “purr” and “whistle” to show you their love. :)

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